ANA levels

Before I knew that I was pregnant I was seeing a neurologist for my headaches and migranes. At first they found white spots on my MRI scans and possibly optic neuritis. We are very glad that those tests came back negitive and that I am clear of Multiple Sclerosis right now. I have to repeate my scans in a year from now just to make sure that the "spots" aren't multiplying but for now i am in the clear! However, becuase they are unsure of why the "spots" showed on the scans in the first place I will have to be extra careful with certian medications that i take, watch my cholostorol and be careful with my blood pressure. On tuesday I went back to the neurologist for my last follow up appt. and found out my ANA levels were abnormal, a sign for an autoimmune disease which as the doctor says can also indicate misscarriage. Normally, none of this would be a problem only now im pregnant which really scares me since i can be in the high risk catagory. I am counting down the days until the second trimester now, its these first few weeks that scare me the most!

I have been a wreck all week, full of hormones and nerves. I am tired and cranky most of the time. I am unmotivated and terrified. I feel bad for taking all of this out of daddy and am trying to keep to myself more. I hate this. I just wish everything will be alright. I know it is in God's hands I just pray that he will keep you with me. I love you even more already.