Daddy and I have been trying for a few months now to concieve you. I am a bit nerotic, as you will soon learn and used a few methods to track my cycles and such. I even visited the doctor in Novemeber becuase i thought something could be wrong. I know now that you cannot rush these things. God waits for the right time to send the little ones from heaven. Your soul was not ready yet but now here you are. I am in love with you already.
This morning I woke up discouraged that you wouldnt be here. I took a pregnancy test just becuase I had them in the house, i am pretty sure nana and pappy heard me scream all the way in NY i was so excited. I couldnt wait to tell daddy and begged him to see the line too. (of coarse he did, he just didnt want to admit it) later in the day I stopped to get a digital pregnancy test, the kind that says pregnant or not without squinting at lines on a stick. It came up pregnant right away! (Daddy believes it a little more now)
It is very hard not to call and tell my family but i know that it is still very early to tell anything. Me, i just know that you are there. I love you already.
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